Sep. 19, 2014

The lonely world of Cancer.

Oh the world of a cancer patient on treatment is so lonely and scary. I spend so many hours sitting or lying down resting with only my thoughts. My children are busy with their lives, ballet, hurling etc and my husband is busy organising them and going to work, when my family come here quite often I need them to do the housework which means I sit alone, I am not able to consentrate enough to read and sometimes I am not even able to concentrate on T.V. My mind keeps switching from trying to fight this illness to focusing on the scary reality of facing my death. I feel like screaming, however, I just have to keep it together for my family and friends.