Shock for Mam.
I am not sure what got to mam most last night, the shock of how much her 2 youngest kids can drink or the amount we talked about my condition. We told mam about all we had read about metastatic breast cancer, down to my real prognosis. I can understand that she doesn't want to accept how ill her baby girl is but it's reality. In 2yrs time I may not be here but hopefully I can be and we can laugh and cry as much as we did last night. These family nights are great fun and in one way let me feel normal even though the conversation ends up being all about my sickness.